being back

so i've been back in Sauk for a bit, and everything is a whirlwind- trying to orchestrate fundraising for my this upcoming year internship, gutting my room, sorting belongings, going on shopping trips with Mom as we pinch our pennies, catching up with old friends. i haven't had time to turn on the tv, and quite frankly, i have no desire to. there are books, both written and unwritten, strewn around my room, and my fingers long to crack them open, but neither is there time to do that. i need to budget my time better. all the slivers of time are already filled in with other things. tomorrow i will take a deep breath and try to find the brakes.